..无法捉摸的我..璇

My 3rd day in Comet Road.

2011-07-03T02:41:00.000-07:00

Shifted into a new house, ground floor and lucky enough, my room window is facing house garden, not the backyard.. high wall..

It is the 3rd day staying in the new house and surprisingly, I love the new environment.
Especially seeing kids running, cheering, having fun on the ground that right infront of my house..

Well, I see a cute little british boy today, wearing a blue shirts, without any shoes or sleepers... running around with his little sister... probably they are playing catch...they remind me playing with my cousin sisters and brothers back in Malaysia.. :) How nice if they were here:)

家人

2011-06-30T03:10:00.000-07:00

家人, 永远是最棒的朋友..
就算全世界误解了你,伤害了你,
家人,像一片很大很大的海洋,
容纳了你无尽的委屈,脾气,痛苦,眼泪,
家人,像且不掉的水源,
心连着心,如果能够计算,
家人的关心像沙漠里的沙那么多,
像沙漠里的梦幻岛那么珍贵..
家人啊, 我爱你们:)

女儿,姐姐上

六月十六日，二零一零

2011-06-15T05:36:00.000-07:00

在，英国的日记已经有一段时间了，从不适应，到习惯。
当然，在这里生活了大半年的我早已没有想回家的念头，更别提毕业了就直接回国的打算。英国忧哉的生活，早已养成了我更宅女的个性英国大自然的路线，早已不辞手。。内地的朋友常常在视讯的时候常常问我，有哪么夸张吗？有！不说伦敦城市，就说说我学校的宿舍...
房子与房子之间隔着一片大大的草地，草地上还铺满了小黄花。此外，草地叔叔还容纳了蒲公英。打开窗户，就能观赏这一片美丽的场景，有如在内地时观赏着西方大作家的油画。唯一不同的是，在油画里没有一阵阵的草花香刺激着你的嗅觉，让你的心情在瞬间大好，把所有的事情抛在脑后。如果幸运，还能看见风姐姐带领着蒲公英的小孩们寻找他们的家，偶尔，脸上还能迎接一阵阵的冰凉的微风，仿佛轻轻的拍你的脸颊和你说‘你好，加油哦！’
-续-1216

一个人

2011-05-30T09:23:00.000-07:00

当你选择一个人坐在房里听着你喜欢的歌，
或者，拿着你最喜欢的饮料在花园里赏花。

当你开始无视世界上发生的每一件事，
你的心，静如止水。。
社会上的争执包括人与人之间的所谓‘相处伦理’。。早已抛在脑后。

你会发现，
城市里的天空和乡下的一样蓝。
黑夜里的星星，还是很明亮。
世界，还是美好的。

❤❤姐妹花❤❤ PART TWO

2011-05-22T02:15:00.000-07:00

十二年了，
在这十二年来，
姐姐常常想到了妹妹,想到了过去。。
心里的一些话，憋了十二年。。

亲爱的妹妹Michelle收，

Michelle,这十二年以来你过的好吗？
我这十二年来，都过得很好，也很惦记着你。。
本来，以为因为你的搬离失去了连咯而永远无法和你联络。。
谁知我竟然能在在fb里遇见了你，

原谅我没有那个勇气在第一时间在FB里Message你，
深怕，你还在生气，难过。。
可今天就鼓起了勇气，对你说‘对不起’

对不起，请你原谅我的冲动，
对不起，请你原谅我的愚蠢，
对不起，请你原谅我的执著，
对不起，请你原谅我的顽固，
对不起，当初没直接和你对质。。
对不起，当初没直接和道歉。。
对不起，让你单独面对了这么大的委屈。。

或许，这些迟来的道歉对你说已经太迟了。。
但对我说，
这是挽回姐妹情的一丝希望。。
不再因为回想童年而莫名得心痛和失落。。而是快乐的，美好的。。　

真的很希望你能够给我个机会，
清口的和你说，‘对不起’

雪妮上

❤❤姐妹花❤❤ PART ONE

2011-05-22T01:42:00.000-07:00

曾经一对好朋友
感情费常好有如情同姐妹~~
干什么都在一起。。
有姐姐的地方。。就找到另一个妹妹。
一起打一球，
一起当选巡查员，
一起温习功课，
希望能够一起念中学。。
还有，这对姐妹花，就连家是住在同一区。。如此有缘啊。。

可就不知什么时候，因为种种芝麻粒豆的误会。。
这对好姐妹，就不知从和时。。不在一起。
姐姐常常在家里哭泣，为什么事情会变成这样。好恨啊。。

几年后，姐姐遇到了妹妹的妈妈。。
恍然大悟，
原来妹妹也常常在家里伤心难过。。
原来大家都很再呼彼此。。

可姐姐再也没有机会看到妹妹。。
因为妹妹一搬走了。。
到了一个很远的地方念书。。

我的英国日子

2011-03-28T04:24:00.000-07:00

有时候，一杯牛奶，一片面包。。
有时候，一碗热腾腾的面。。
有时候，一碗隔夜的米粥。。
有时候，一包葡萄。。

我没有一点钟，两点钟，三点钟的时间概念。。
我没有早上，中午，或晚上的 SENSE，

饿了就吃，
困了了就睡，
脏了就洗，
心情好就唱唱歌，
心情差时就大声哭。。

空档时间就躲在被窝里。。什么都不做。
忙作业时，除了对着电脑。。什么都不干。

到了英国，
我学到了。‘随兴’。。
哈哈哈。。。

我的梦中白马王子

2011-02-23T09:00:00.000-08:00

今天的我，不想起床。。因为我梦到了我的真命天子。

因为是梦。。我只记得。。

在梦里，
他，干起活来，很拼。

我们是工作伙伴。

他，是我的哥儿们。
个子，有180cm。。
东方人，短发，帅哥。^^

。。。

还有。。

冲凉房，裸男，争吵，抢东西，..xoxo？！

MICKEY，谢谢你

2011-02-22T02:44:00.000-08:00

半年没有联络，
第一次在网络看到你。。
竟然是以泪迎人？！吓。。
老娘我可不会安慰人呀。。哈哈

回想起来，我们一起经历的事情真的很多。。
你我曾一起哭诉爱情，也分享着幸福的时光。。
你我曾一起分享着对方拥有的亲情，还记得你妈妈的一杯爱心橙汁吗？
还有友情，还有事业，还有未来。。
有你这朋友，是我上辈子修来的福气。

这次的视讯，我们竟然没有因为距离的隔离而生疏。。
话题竟然没有因此而减少。。

而你，竟然让我意外发现一些事。。

MICKEY，谢谢你。。

PS：加油哦！

情人节快乐

2011-02-14T04:01:00.000-08:00

忙了一天的作业，不经意的在Google 网站看到了他们网页上的情人节

我在恍然大悟，今天是情人节。

看看时间，已是傍晚时间。。

你，会怎样过你的情人节呢？

一般般女孩

2011-02-12T15:18:00.000-08:00

我小时候的花名，不是水牛，就是糊涂鬼。。再不就是男人婆。。。。
因为父母工作忙碌的关系，我从小都是阿姨们和奶奶带大的。
放学后，待在阿姨的家的时间往往都比自己的家还常。。
那时候‘漂亮’对我而言只是个物体形容词。。
只记得，小时候常常和表哥，表弟混在一起。。
刀枪玩具对我而言是最熟悉的东西。。
还有ＳＴＲＥＥＴＦＩＧＨＴＥＲ的ＴＶＧａｍｅ。。
还有弹玻璃珠子。。
还有，ＣＨＵ　ＢＩＴ　游戏
还有念书。。
老实说，我爱死了这回忆。。因为和他们玩在一起。。没有压力，没有烦恼。　

可也是因之，我就再也没有留过长发。。头发，也是和表哥表弟们在同个师傅剪的。。
人们都叫我男人婆。。

上了高中，偷偷的暗恋了一个学长。。
可因为长相一般。。只能站在远远的看着。。
接近我的学长们。。也只为了想在我这里探听我妹妹的事。。
从此，我对自己只下了个结论。。
样貌一般，
学历一般，
口才一般，
运动一般，
。。。。。。一般般女孩。。

可时间过了。。　
我竟然享受着一般般的一切。。
因为一般，才能没有包袱的享受生活。。
可以大大声的笑，
可以大大口的吃饭。。
也因为一般，
然我更体谅身边每一个人。。
让我更努力的让自己进步。。

所以，我要谢谢身边的每一个人。。
让一般般的我。。如此不一般。。

加油！

是一辈子的朋友,

2011-01-26T05:24:00.000-08:00

高中,

第一次见面, 你是我好友的男朋友...没什么感觉.

第二次见面, 你是我乐队里得力的鼓手..

第三次见面, 你是一位篮球员...

对你已开始的印象也只有如此

就像一个路人, 淡淡的, 浅浅的..

学院,

后来，你离开了马来西亚，到了澳洲留学。。

虽然是隔了一片大海，我们却没忘记拥有的这份友谊。

偶尔的视讯，并没有像个陌生人，反而拉近了彼此的友谊。。

在失恋的时期，我哭得眼睛快瞎了。。

可你一句中肯的劝导，竟然像个魔法药。。让我想开了许多。。

多年的不见，拥有的话题和共识，却像一条河那么长。。

而重来没想到，我们竟然有缘在一间外国大学求学。。

短短的三个月，让我更加珍惜这份友谊。。

永远不会忘记，你毫无条件的帮我搞好英文。

永远不会忘记，我伤心的时候，你愿意在考试期间花时间听我哭诉。

永远不会忘记，你到市场的时候，买了我爱吃的cheese零食。

永远不会忘记，你牺牲去健身的时间，只为了帮我取回跌在马桶后面的ID卡。。

永远不会忘记，你第一时间跑来找我，当我说‘我不见了钥匙’。。

谢谢你

我的朋友。

Try hard to smile more

2010-12-28T16:55:00.000-08:00

Sometime I hate myself
Sometime I regreted once I have over reacted towards a small issue..
And then, I hurt people feelings without noticing it..
Just because of I can't control my temper well...
I am a grumpy person who is trying the best to smile..

Trying to be a happy girl... with never bring tears but laughter to everyone..

....
....
........

Exhausted week in University of Hertfordshire

2010-12-15T00:15:00.000-08:00

It is exhausted... and tiring,
It is terrifying ... and scary,
It is down... and sad...

no matter how hard you tried...
no matter how hard you learned...
no matter how positive you can be...

it is DISSAPOINTING!

A dIZZY DAY~~

2010-12-09T01:23:00.001-08:00

Honey Honey and Honey... guess i won't remember i have bought a botel of honey until i felt that i am going to sick....(That is a bad sign!!)

Argh!! the progression of my work is really slow though that i really manage to work on it. Slept at 3AM! due to Insomnia!! Cause I heard snoring sound in my room!!! ...... (But then only i figure out that it is actually encore from the chanting music that i played :P)...scare me wei!!

Now i really do appreciate when my sister sleep together with me... I only manage to sleep peacefully and early (i used to sleep around 11pm if i sleep with her ) cause i know that someone is beside me... :P

Anyway, i hate assignment though that i know it is not going to easy to acheive the target that i ask for... Learn to like it from todoy :P

CAOZ!

太久了,竟然写不出文章?!

2010-12-07T05:12:00.000-08:00

应该快一年了吧.. 没来到我的BLOG写文章..
就连标题也改了好几次...
是因为英国的生活闷得无趣?
还是因为一时有太多太多的事情要一一的汇报? :p

PS: 好想念马来西亚的家人与朋友..
大家,要加油哦!!

死也不能放开你

2010-09-14T10:20:00.001-07:00

죽어도 못 보내 /死也不能放开你

어려도 아픈 건 똑같아 /即使年少也一样会受伤
세상을 잘 모른다고 /我不懂这世界
아픈걸 모르진 않아 /不是不懂悲伤
괜찮아 질 거라고 /明明说没关系的
왜 거짓말을 해 /为什么要对我说谎
이렇게 아픈 가슴이 /如此伤痛的心
어떻게 쉽게 낫겠어 / 该如何去平复
너 없이 어떻게 살겠어 /没有你我要怎么活下去
그래서 난 / 所以我
죽어도 못 보내 내가 어떻게 널 보내 /死也不能放开你我怎么能放开你
가려거든 떠나려거든 내 가슴 고쳐내 /若是要走要离开请改变我的心意
아프지 않게 나 살아갈 수 라도 있게 /让我不再伤心可以一直活下去
안 된다면 어차피 못살 거 /如果不行反正也活不下去
죽어도 못 보내 /死也不能放开你
아무리 니가 날 밀쳐도 /不管你要怎么推开我
끝까지 붙잡을 거야 /我也要追上你
어디도 가지 못하게 /哪儿也不让你去
정말 갈 거라면 /如果真的要走
거짓말을 해 /请对我说谎吧
내일 다시 만나자고 /说明天会再来见我
웃으면서 보자고 /说会笑着看我
헤어지잔 말은 농담이라고 /说要分手的话是个笑话
아니면 난 /不然的话我
죽어도 못 보내 내가 어떻게 널 보내 /死也不能放开你我怎么能放开你
가려거든 떠나려거든 내 가슴 고쳐내 /若是要走要离开请改变我的心意
아프지 않게 나 살아갈 수 라도 있게 /让我不再伤心可以一直活下去
안 된다면 어차피 못살 거 /如果不行反正也活不下去
죽어도 못 보내 /死也不能放开你
그 많은 시간을 /那些漫长的时间
함께 겪었는데 /曾与你一起度过
이제와 어떻게 혼자 살란 거야 /现在该如何独自面对
그렇겐 못해 난 못해 /无法做到我做不到
죽어도 못 보내 /死也不能放开你
정말로 못 보내 /真的不能放开你
내가 어떻게 널 보내 /我怎么能放开你
가려거든 떠나려거든 /若是要走要离开
내 가슴 고쳐내 /请把我心意改变
아프지 않게 나 살아갈 수 라도 있게 /让我不再伤心可以一直活下去
안 된다면 어차피 못살 거 /如果不行反正也活不下去
죽어도 못 보내 /死也不能放开你
죽어도 못 보내 /死也不能放开你

爱情和面包你会选者那里一个?

2010-09-14T09:28:00.000-07:00

爱情和面包你会选者那里一个?

还在念书的人 ...
通常会是要爱情..
然后考虑面包..

出来社会工作的人呢..
往往会顾虑面包, 然后再看看爱情..
没有也没关系..

To be continue

2009-11-15T17:01:00.000-08:00

Honostly, i was very sad when i heard that a very good friend of mine (i name it S) didn't managed to get first class and the leadership or the industrial award..Instead, she is the one who deserve then me...She is a very kind hearted person as well, She share everything to me, including answer/notes/knowledge and also her own life story...Well, i was not good in mind map and i don't think that mind map is good before i met her...I can still remember that we were dicussting how to finished the T&D sylibous in 2 weeks, She suggest that we should do summary in every chapter..in mind map!i wasn't agree in my heart at the begining.. but i know that i have to cop with people's way if i need to cooperate with partners..I still remember that i did one of the chapter 'traditional methods of training'...I read sentence by sentence.... again and again, even called up my ex or ask people around when i get confuse with the theory (as my understanding was not that good), try to remember the best how she done her mindmap and do it in her way..Guess what? i did three times for the 1st chapter of mindmap...Wishing that she won't complaint about my messy map..haha
We didn't finished as what we plan (finished the whole book for 2 weeks...)But we have done it right before the finals...And i really realize that mind map do help alot..especially when we have no time to study... Guess what, i only use half day ++ to revise TnD..as it is really easy to memorize the point..and i got an A in this subject..Thanks to my friend who teach me mindmap and study together with me with the training..Thanks to my friend around me, scarify their time just to explain to me...what does the theory means..i really appreciate the moment that much..
I still remember that we look tired few days before the finals...the eyes were swelling,i was sick and she has no appitite to have any of the food...Another study group of mind were blank as well......They never give up on me...and never blame me as i dind't speed up in finishing the 10 paper,i spend 4 hours for the chiroteraphy...i was touch, eyes tear were nearly drop because they didn't say anything about my problems but still gives caring to me...ah Yap, who i have mention in the previos blog..and i needed to mention him once again..Thanks to him again becasue he scarify his time ..sending me in and out, he should have get 1st class if he use that few hours in studyig..yap, for me you are the best as well...

What a nice day....

2009-11-11T08:02:00.001-08:00

11Nov2009, Cloudy
It has been a long while that i didn't update my blog,I am now typing with a half open eyes,Using my whole left energy to squize something to write in my blog..
These few days, i am tired but with a very happy mood...Thank god that they were statisfied with the trip as well..hahaI brought them to discover melaka two days before my graduation...(1st time drive there by my own, with a good GPS assistant name vivien)What they only remember melaka was the chicken rice ball...(they call it %$#@!)well, the story begin with the waiters recommand my family the most popular dish in melaka which is the chicken rice ball..However, the waiter change the chicken with yam so that all of us can it...After awhile, six yam balls served.... it was black in color...they laugh in the next second...
I picked up my father in the next day, evening. It was a heavy rain when i drove up to lcct from pj..Can't see !@#$%^& even i wore my spectical....Anyway, i still managed to get there in time and drived them back savely to nilai...amitofo
Woke up at 6am in the next morning 6th Nov 2009, which is the convo day of mine and my sisterI was damn tired, thanks my belove sister, suprisingly she have already cooked maggie mee for me..with a happy mood reached there, then i notice that my gengs are not around me, Heart went down in the deep bottom in the next second when one of the friend told me that lots of classmate are not happy with me, but i knew that it would end up like this..As what my father said, everything have happened is fixed, i have to return what i owe...And at the rational view, different people have different view and we have no the authority to change it, some of the people things that chicken come 1st then only we have eggs, some will have opposite prespective as well..It depend how the people think and judge.. that's all..For me, i took it as lesson in order to be a better person..
Thanks for ah yap once again(one of my very good friend who always helped me alot) for stand as my side..This make me realize that no one is bad in this world,even he/she is a murderer..they still have their good side, their point of view, and cause and effect (which i belive in my religion)
to be continue.....

忙忙忙忙忙忙

2009-11-01T21:55:00.000-08:00

没时间啦!只能简短的报告在忙什么啦!!!

1.要去银行
2.要回nilai
3.要卖家具
4.要租车
5.要paybill
6.要载家人去马六甲
8.要载老豆
9.要下pj
10.要拿货
11.要interview!!!
12.忙死了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

感言。。。

2009-10-23T01:14:00.000-07:00

来到了kitschen打工。。真的很辛苦。。。
难怪，
老豆从来都不太同意让我们姐妹去打工。。
原来。。
打工是这么回事。。

这些日子，
除了辛苦打工以外，
看的事情也越来越广。。
我越来越觉得自己好幸福。。

原本觉得自己是家庭没什么了不起。。
虽然不能像一些家户，每年出国，全身名牌。。
但我们不愁穿，不愁吃的。。
每天无忧无虑，开开心心的过日子。。

当我来到了工作地方，
我才知道，
不是每个人都这样。。
有一些，连上学的学费都拿不出。。
有一些，没有一顿饭是吃饱的。。
有一些，连十块钱也没有。。

也让我明白，父母赚钱的辛苦。。
钱并不容易赚。。
它是经过无数的付出和努力而得来的东西。。

我啊，拆知道我真的真的好幸福。。
幸福透了!!!呵呵呵。。。
我要谢谢我爸爸妈妈。。
辛苦赚钱。。
让我无忧无虑的过日子。。

The Kitschen....

2009-10-19T08:43:00.000-07:00

Well.. today is day 4 work as a part time staff in Kitschen...
"how was it?" ...one work to discribe...."INSANE"
Work none stop from the morning until night time...

NO CHAIRS----- stand for 8 hours (min) without it? crazy ====stupid Kitschen

NO SYSTEMATIC ---- everything is in a MESS!include lebeling,stock arrange,display item etc..the craziest staff is....ask staff go and look in the store (with thousand pieces of clothes) whether got XXxx dress ====stupid Kitschen.

NOT FLEXIBLE----there is one of the staff in told us that she was headache and ask whether she can leave the working place so that she can take a good rest...guess what the staff said (not so sure whether is BM or the BS said... ) .."go eat PANADOL"....?????====wordless to Kitschen

NO ENCOURAGEMENT---for me.. i just need a chair... and don't ask me to do staff when i justed plan to have a short rest...! (while the others have rested for the whole day!)...but for the permernant one...don't you think that they need chair? more commision or increase salary?since that kitschen/nichii (they are under the same company) lack of people... which mean tat the staff have to do more work... why don't just give more bonus to encourage? understandable if the company doesn't do well in the sales? what if a free meal? a staff night?
No....Cannot thing of it!

However... staff there are very friendlyl... they work hard.. but they don't get enought of the return for what they have done these days...?

MEAT The Chief assailant of Human Body II -(compiled by Soon Guo Sen)

2009-10-13T08:10:00.000-07:00

Most people who consume fish are able to eat about half a ton of fish in their life time. Every year, many countries are continually fighting over the risht to catch fish. Nowadays the fishing industries have greatly polluted the sea water and lead to the destruction of ecological life.

The Breeding of fishh and prawns which undergoes aritificial fertilization is being caged under the sea. They are forced to feed an chemical pellets antibiotics so as to prevent the growth of sea-fleas. In this way, the fishermen can produce thousands and millions of fish and prawns so as to be sold in market-place daily.

Nowadays, the seas and oceans are polluted with about ten million types of chemical products. People who consumes fish are slowly accumulating chemicals such as POLY CHLORINATED, BI-PHENYLS in their body. This will lead to difficulty in giving birth, paralysis, mercury poisoning, inflammation of liver, poisoning by decaying fish ...etc..

And the worst part is the greedy men overcatch the fish and hence the amount of living fish is greatly reduced. On top of that , the fishermen are facing the degeneration of the fishing industry, with problems concerning boats, machinery and expensive workforce.....So nowadays, they prefer to rear fish and prawns by using artificial fertilization in which the sperms are being injected into the ovums.

For the infomation...Fish does not belong to the cold-blooded family.Under pressure their hearts vibrate violently and they experience great pain in their nervous systems and brains. So they try to ease themselves by breathing faster. On top of that, their ability of immunization is also reduced.

Well... when a fish is being hooked, the injured month opens widely to breathe. It is experience great suffering...(imagine that you got hooked ......ouch!)It twist and turns until it is so tired. Finally, it is choked to death......(Pity Pity Pity..)

And when the fish is being hooked by a line with baits, the mouth is severely torn because it tries to disentangle itself. When the fish knows it is on the hook, it knows that it is finished. And out of hatred and anger, it dies with a body which is contaminated with poisonous elements....

Because of the lack of space of natural movement, millions of fish are unable to maintain proper growth of their skin structure. These fish are indeed pitiful for their only impression of great sea is just as big and wide as their dwelling place.

As there is no rule nor control over the siz of Aquaculture, Farms neither are there steps taken to chek the degrees of pollution of fish by antibiotics and pellets, most of fish suffer from skin diseases, cancer, and infectious diseases and others....

The life of the fish is greatly threatened when they are alive as they undergo extreme tortures and sufferings(while people are enjoying .....)Worst of all they are left to suffer hunger a few weeks before their death so as to clear up their intestines and stomach. By doing so the stomach will be free from the accumulation of waste products during cutting process.,...Some fish die because they are hit on the head...some die because of the loss of blood when they stomach are slit by a sharp knife...and some of them die from suffocation among the ice pieces... these happening are the very cruel punishment that can be found in the human realm.....

Just take a look at the fish monger who separated the head and body of the fish alive... the fish head and mouth were still moving.... and the two eyes that were widely open were still staring... another fish was cut and the intestine were being pulled out... all the internal organs were removed and get the fish were still twisting and struggling for life! this is bloody cruel and acute torturing... and it is the revelation of th erotation of power between the strong ones and the weakers one....

肉是人体的主凶。。《孙果森整理》

2009-10-09T04:43:00.000-07:00

看了这本孙居士整理的书。。让我更加肯定吃素是对的。。

书上说

“这个〈肉〉字就是一个被吃得人欲吃肉的人；

这肉的人在外边还是个人；

被吃了的人已变成了畜牲了。

吃肉的人与被吃的人就有一种关系，解不开的冤结，互相罩着。”

多恐怖啊。。虽然说我现在是素食。。但有时候还是避免不了。。

（就像到长辈有着错误的观念-认为没有肉就不健康，或营养不良的家，就在准备的时候，加了点肉。。然后再吃的时候就会说“哎呀，那一点点的肉，吃了也死不了。”）

能怎么办？不能够顶撞老人家或长辈。。。我常常都只能苦笑和保持沉默。。哈哈哈

其实，科学已经证明了以为素食的人营养补助，人体衰弱的观念是错误的。。。

这本书还证明了一公斤的肉等于六百只的香烟。。而且烤肉和香烟会产生一种称为“BENJOPYRENE”的毒素，用来喂鼠使鼠儿生瘤和血癌。。它还说肉在高温烤烧的时候，产生一种化学物质叫METHYLCHOLAN-THRENE，一种致癌的物质。。等等等等。。有力证明肉是人体的主凶。。。。

害怕了吧？

开心的回忆ＰＡＲＴ１-最好的姐妹。。（弟）？

2009-08-23T22:36:00.000-07:00

我们是foundation认识的吧。。

怎么认识的呢？我也不是很清楚。。哈哈

只是知道，我桌位后面有一班的男生们。。很吵。。

。。。也不知道我们何时开始说话。。开始谈起心事来了。。

记忆最清新的，就是某某当街吵架。。你就跑来问我们。。

哈哈哈，三八。。。但我喜欢。。哈哈

上了degree，虽然，不同班，可我们。。更好了。。

是因为鬼屋的事吧。。

哈哈哈。。

那时的你，脸都发青了。。

但很谢谢你，让我有个荣幸位朋友做些事。。

但也很抱歉。。。不能让你长住。。

你认真的好到没话说。。都没有怪我。。。

从此，

见面的时间，越来越多。。

yam cha 啦，喝酒啦，下街啦。。那段时间真的很开心。。

当我们的geng毕业了。。。

命运总是安排我们常常碰见。。。

是老天爷知道我们都很珍惜彼此的友谊吧。。

或着。。老天爷知道你是我的贵人。。

除了谢谢，我不知道该说些什么。。

每一次，当我有事的时候，

你总是二话不说，伸出援手。。

尤其我在快考试期间跌倒了，你还愿意载我到铁打看中医。。

迟了，你还贴心的叫我别搭的士，让你载我。。

哇，爱死你啦。。真感动。。

My Mask!! 我的心機

2009-08-15T21:24:00.000-07:00

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我的心機玻尿酸鎖水保濕面膜☆含高度玻尿酸成分及膠原蛋白成分等，膠原蛋白是人體肌膚的主要成份約佔人體蛋白的25%--35%，肌膚中所含膠原蛋白愈高，肌膚愈豐盈柔嫩！體25歲以後，膠原蛋白就容易流失，肌膚開始老化，逐漸呈現膚色黯淡、鬆弛老化加上玻尿酸後，更是擁有極佳的保濕滋潤力，讓肌膚更為光滑柔嫩及保濕，內含多種植物精華，能適度補充肌膚所需營養，改善粗糙、缺水、龜裂等現象！使用上卻清爽不油膩，容易吸收，讓保養後的肌膚更加柔嫩細緻，猶絲絨般的感覺。

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我的心機燕窩膠原蛋白鑽石級面膜☆添加燕窩與膠原蛋白～給肌膚雙重滋潤, 預防乾燥、增加肌膚彈性, 將萃取自燕窩與膠原蛋白添加於面膜中, 給肌膚雙重滋潤簡單保持肌膚水嫩、彈性光澤含高效保濕因子, 能預防乾燥, 粗糙老化現象產生具改善膚質, 供給肌膚養分, 並能活化肌膚, 加強代謝功能使肌膚回復正常之張力並預防細小皺紋, 增加肌膚之彈性。

我的心機綠茶薏仁淨荳面膜☆
☆綠茶含有大量的兒茶素，是目前當紅的抗氧化成份內含兒茶素成分，恢復肌膚光澤晶亮，可修復肌膚，回復亮麗光采薏仁對脫屑性皮膚、皮膚粗糙很有幫助，將兩者合在一起更可使肌膚達到保濕的效果使肌膚呈現極佳的光滑及亮麗光采。

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薄荷腦是由植物提煉出來的成份具清涼效果及止痛功能，氣味清爽可以提神添加高含量膠原蛋白，含高效保濕因子，預防乾燥供給肌膚養分，讓肌膚呈現健康柔皙的膚色天然的多樣營養素，讓肌膚飽滿有光澤天然植物薄荷配方，清涼醒膚肌膚不乾燥

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天然的酒粕活酵母含豐富的胺基酸、維生素、礦物質，能加速肌膚淨白，保濕，使肌膚水嫩有光澤。酒粕含有豐富的酵母菌，蛋白質，胺基酸，以及維生素成分，使肌膚清透白皙並能促進肌膚的新陳代謝，改善肌膚方面等問題，可使肌膚更光滑細緻。能潤白、保濕保水性、供給養分、潔淨肌膚，幫助肌膚營養補給增加保水性，促使肌膚更顯亮麗。可以長效保持肌膚滑嫩亮麗和彈力。使用後可以感受到肌膚變的淨白細緻、水嫩動人。

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我的心機葡萄籽靚白喚膚面
給肌膚維他命C，讓皮膚更白晢潤澤 ☆葡萄籽萃取物的抗氧化能力且易被吸收，有利於維生素C的再利用花青素的抗氧化效率比維生素C，同時它可以增強維生素C的效用使皮膚代謝良好，讓皮膚更白晢潤澤保護肌膚，使肌膚保持應有的彈性及張力避免皮膚下垂及皺紋產生，使肌膚的年齡加密。

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●控制皮脂活性、调节油脂分泌、改善油膩不洁肌肤

●收剑粗大毛孔、预防及改善面胞肌

我的心機特濃紅酒多酚面膜

將多種植物性保濕成分以及金盞花萃取液注入在精華液中，讓你在敷臉的過程中，能使多種保濕成分以及養分充分滋潤肌膚，完全滲透至肌膚深層，讓潤澤持續停留，敷完後，更有金盞花淡淡花香，讓你使用後更加清爽，使肌膚充滿彈性和水嫩的光澤感。

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我的心機左旋C極淨煥白面膜迅速改善皮膚晦暗、粗糙、乾澀等問題☆含高純度的左旋維他命C成分，可保護皮膚不受紫外線傷害並減輕曝露在紫外線中所引起的發炎症狀《左旋C水晶面膜的神奇》促進皮膚代謝，恢復肌膚光澤：幫助恢復肌膚光彩、減少細紋，使肌膚展現出光澤拒絕黑色素沉澱：維他命Ｃ可以保護皮膚有效對抗自由基，具緊膚的作用一樣具有還原黑色素、淡化黑斑、除斑防皺的功效，這兩種成分的作用在於去除色素沉澱掃除暗沉，給你白皙、透亮、水嫩晶瑩剔透的肌膚。

我的心機深層角質清潔面膜含蛋白酵素，加速肌膚新陳代謝，更新老廢角質另添加龍膽草萃取液、桑椹萃取液、甘草萃取液、西印度櫻桃萃取液全方位改善肌膚問題，使肌膚保祭晶瑩剔透，白皙自然的膚色利用天然的酵素來溶解角質深層清除積存毛孔的污垢還給妳如新生班的肌膚，讓肌膚如雞蛋般光滑細緻大量取自植物果實萃取精華，深度潤澤細緻肌膚特有的角質保養膠，對肌膚的滋潤度不錯，能溫和地呵護嬌嫩膚質。

货真价实,
价格合理,

有意者,请留言...
非城勿扰....

Finally

2009-08-08T10:58:00.000-07:00

Finally we have already finished 80% of 10 sheet of the paper...
that was....huh...
Thanks for two of my sweets friend...
Actually my head is spining the whole day.. trying to contribute as much as i can...
but i only manage preparing one page of paper..:( swt....
but they never blame on me...
again... thanks
Good luck for ya exam...
Good luck for all of the final years student exam....
Hachi~~~~~ !!!!!
sneeze again...
better go sleep now.

无言...

2009-08-07T20:06:00.000-07:00

人家说,人算不如天算,计划赶不上变化...
今天,
你和他是谈心的朋友,
明天,
使敌人?还是依然是朋友吗?
....
我,选择了无言..
只能默默地为你祈祷,
希望你一切顺顺利利...
....

Kill me please...

2009-07-26T17:23:00.001-07:00

I have another assignment to pass up
I have 4 questions of case study to do (today have to pass up)
I have 3 chapters to study... (today discuss)
I have 1 more case study to do.....
I haven't study anything and exam is approaching (two weeks left)
any one... KILL ME PLEASE!!!!!!

Busy Busy Busy...

2009-07-19T20:50:00.000-07:00

Strategic Management!!! No! i haven't read!

Industrial Relation!!!No!! i haven't Read too!!

Training!! Yes!! i read.....30%.....

Marketing!! yes i got study!! But Idea ...SUCKS!!!!

.......

May i know how am i going to sit for my final?

....

DIE ROAD ONE WICKER....

means....

死路一条．．．

....

SWT...

!@#$%^())(*&%$

我的梦想

2009-07-17T20:17:00.000-07:00

相信大家都拥有自己的梦寐以求的事..
我呢?
只有四个字,永远幸福..

幸福的定义:
有几份安稳的工作,还有一个和气的大家庭, 包括健康的父母..
将来老了,还能够和另一半手牵着手..浪漫的在海滩散步..
当然,死了,就向往四方极乐去...哈哈

天使出差了??

2009-07-16T10:02:00.000-07:00

越想越不对劲...

为什么我会因为一些小小的事情气的火山爆发?

人家有人家的想法。。

我不能改变些什么。。

也没有权利过问和控制。。

我怎么可以疯狗乱咬人？

尤其我的大恩人。。

对不起，我不是故意的。。

单纯的只想保护心爱人..

却伤害了无辜的人。。

要是我被一个人攻击，

我也一定会伤心流泪。。

对不起。。

p/s 千万别翻译给他。。拜托了。

倒数3个礼拜...

2009-07-16T05:57:00.000-07:00

趁我两分钟BREAK...就写下BLOG...UPDATE 一下..
明天又是ALEX 的补课,
一开始,很不喜欢,就其被骂我不用心,被讲他好像用把刀指道我的喉咙....
直到今天本小姐还是很不喜欢去MKT的课。。
但我开始领悟到他的苦心。。。因为我们真的没时间了。。
我要加油，
不能灰心。

5.00pm...

2009-07-15T01:56:00.001-07:00

好累...
忙得我...
快喘不过气来了...
好久没这么充实过了...
....林采璇....加油加油加油!!!!!
....ＦＩＮＡＬYEAR 的朋友们....加油加油加油!!!

自我鼓励之篇...

2009-07-13T20:06:00.000-07:00

考试的期间越来越接近了....
时间也越来越紧迫.....
每天都复习到很晚才睡..
昨晚盲目的再复习当中...
第一次才意识到,天亮了...
看一看时间,七点..
还有些时间然我补一补睡眠..
怎么知道,我睡过龙了...SHIT!...

到了教室... 第一件事就是被骂..好恐怖..
长这么大,第一次被老师臭骂一顿...还差点被赶出教室..
眼泪很不争气, 哗啦啦的,就掉下来...好羞...
我哭,并不是因为我很不甘心...
而是知道自己很没有用...怎么这么笨..
老是做不好东西..

加油!, 我不能就将气馁...
老师说我不够努力..那我要更加加油...
加油!

没礼貌！！！！

2009-07-12T11:06:00.000-07:00

最近又听到有位吃素的朋友陪其他朋友逼吃肉。。心里就有火。。

这种朋友真惹人讨厌。。人家吃素关你什么屁事？？又不是叫你吃。。

如果你在吃饭的时候我一直在大家的面前酸你。。逼你吃你讨厌的东西。。你会喜欢吗？

身为朋友，又是室友，又是这么虔诚的信徒。。。怎么不懂得尊重？没礼貌！！！

吃素的朋友也笨死了，平时这么霸辣，现在跟我说兄弟之情？？

去他妈的兄弟，他们有把你当兄弟吗？

你被当众数落的时候，他们有顾及你的面子吗？

你那所谓的兄弟有挺你吗？又尊重你吗？

叫你跟他们说清楚，却跟我装傻，装娘袍？

笨死了！笨死了！！！！

还好我的朋友们都对我好好。。处处为我设想。。

我的朋友们，本人感激不尽。。

Always be my baby

2009-07-10T01:13:00.000-07:00

本人最爱的一首歌.....

David cook....

We were as one babe
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you always be mine
now you want to be free
so i'll let you fly
cause i known in my heart babe
our love will never die, no
you'll always be a part of me
i'm part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
iooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
i ain't gonna cry no
and i won't beg you to stay
if you 're determined to leave girl
i will not stand in your way
bet inevitably you'll be back again
cause you know in your heart babe
our love will never end no
you will always be a part of me
i am part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
oooh darling cause you will always be my babe
and we will linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you will always be my baby
i knkow that you will be back girl
when your darys and your night get a little bit colder
i know that you will be right back babyt
oh baby believe me
it is only a matter of time
you will always be a part of me
i am part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
oooh darling cause you will always be my babe
and we will linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you are never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you will always be my baby
you will always be a part of me
i am part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
oooh darling cause you will always be my baby
and we wil linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you are never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my babyt
always be my babe.......

Time to be serious....

2009-06-21T18:54:00.000-07:00

Well, final is approaching soon..

You really cannot imagine how stressful i am..

Now only i know how the final student think...

And understand that why they get blank although that they have study hard while entering into the exam hall...

There are ways to reduce stress...

"definatly not watching youtube" said one of my friend...

But i wonder why i still feel stress....

was it the approaching finals?

or the assignment that haven't been done?

or assignments trouble that i am facing now?

yes, we know that the biggest point is the preparations...

Feelings of regret started to rise ...

It feels so sad and helpless...

(although that you know that you are the only one that can help yourself)

which i think everyone experience it...

But it is just so lazy, and regret at the end of the day...

the day when the result are release...

or the moment that you have step out the exam hall..

Well, there is some of the people said that decipline is the most important factor to score and to become smart...

and i agree that...

but i couldn't understand that how they can control themself that easily to study and putting effort towards assignment...

was it falling in love with books?...

hrm... purhaps..

Anyway,

This might be my last dairy that post in my blog...

It won't be open it again as i have make my decision that starting from today..

NO FACEBOOK!

NO YOUTUBE!

NO BLOGGING!

NO ENTERTAINMENT!

To all of my finals student friends...

good luck for all ya assignments and exam..

meet you all soon in the blog after 2 months...erm should be 1 and the half months...

Take care...

爱,才懂得放开..

2009-06-18T01:08:00.000-07:00

分开,也有一段时间了...

可是,记忆还是那么的清晰,

仿佛,我们还在吵闹中度过..

还记得分开的那一天,

你约了我去看戏,

带着一点点地希望,

问我,"我能牵你的手吗?"...

我很想点头,

我却一口拒绝..

有些事情,身不由己...

回到家,

我崩溃了,哭得好惨..

因为我知道,

再也不能依赖你...

后来,你也很贴心,

常常打电话,

常常发简讯给我..

甚至每日一封信...

只为了让我开心...

...而我, 也渐渐复原...

看见你的改变真的染我很感动...

后来,

我发现,我并没有忘记你,

和你密切的联略却让对方更加思念对方..

我很辛苦,

而且,开始对这种莫名的心痛和累厌烦

好想就僵, 永远放开..不再联络..

可又没那个胆子..

你说过,你能够不再和我联络..

只要我说一声而已...

可我说不出口,

至少,我还是喜欢你的..

只能减少联络..

原谅我的自私..

因为我知道..

一旦说出口,你就会永远消失..

我也会惊慌失措..

我会努力把这份感情放下,

因为,我们是不可能的..

但会永远把这记忆放在心里..

希望你也一样...

以后的事,以后再说...

受不了了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....

2009-06-09T01:03:00.000-07:00

最近过得非常的辛苦..
不知怎么,头发一至掉...
不逞头痛的我,天天头痛..

有时候,还会莫名的哭了起来...
这两天, 心脏总是软软的,酸酸的,
好像从很高很高跳下来的感觉...很不舒服

压力,压力,压力,还是压力.....

并不是人家想像那样什么都懂...

我真的真的过得好辛苦..
好辛苦...
好辛苦...
......

再加上妹妹常在我的面前说...

哇!我的朋友们都拿A耶...
=.=""" 我都快压力死了...
还有一个月...
可ASSIGNMENTS 还有很多...

父母都没说什么..
可我知道我常常让他们失望..
也知道他们又多羡慕人家的儿女..

..........快受不了了!!!!!!!

祝福你,MICKEYMOUSE

2009-06-05T20:21:00.000-07:00

还记得,第一次碰面的地方吗?...

第一的印象,很讨厌,恨不得走得远远的...

....却不知道何时,

我们有了共同的话题..

有了共同的心情..

渐渐的,我到你家睡..

述说着往事,还有感情事...可你常常睡着在先..

让我又气又好笑...

友情是这样开始的吗?哈哈

虽然,以说了N 遍...可是很好的回忆阿...

后来,你转到MARKETING去了,

两人的见面也越来越少..

虽然如此,我们也靠着..

一碗汤?

一碟炒面?

还是一盘的POPIAH..?

。。。来维持关系。。

好想念你的水饺啊。。。哈哈

后来，我搬家了。。

上六楼。。

谢谢你，也不成放弃了我这朋友。。

还是老样子。。

偶尔，分享食物。。哈哈

我们真的很像aunty aunty...

旅行，又把彼此拉近了友谊。。

让我更了解你的坏脾气。。

还有你的可爱任性。。。

不久,就毕业了....

你我也就各分东西..

只能说，一定要保持联络。。

不管如何。。

我都不想失去一个这么好的朋友。。

谢谢你，

在我最困难的时候，

伸出你的手。。

谢谢你，

在我伤心难过的时候，

提供了很多的卫生纸。。

哈哈哈。。

谢谢你，

总是顾虑我的感受。。

从没说过我那里不好。。

（如有，你好在我的面前讲哦。。哈哈）

却只有我说你的份。。

好内疚啊。。

谢谢你，

包容我的一切。。

知道你在寻找着你的MR。RIGHT。。

你要加油！

相信你，也有这个能耐。。

祝福你。。

Clubbing doesn't suit me...

2009-06-04T13:42:00.001-07:00

Just finished bathing, clearing all the sweats and virus on the body...

Yap, i went to clubbing today, it was....hm what should i put it in a word.. excited?fun?boring?pain?or suffering?

Anyway, It is actually excited at the very beginning when i step into the club,

I decided to drink bit by bit towards the alcohol that they given to me...

and guess what, i dance with all my marketing friends..in the dancing floor....

It was fun in the beginning, but after a time i feel sophisticated when the people are getting crowded in the dancing pool...and started to feel that my legs are pain...and i am not high at all..

So i decided to take alcohol....without and mixture... so that i can get drunk a bit in order to dance happyly... yes i admit...it was so happy...

However, bored mood began to reply my excitement... I began to feel that what is the used of dancing there? It is just waste of energy, and always being harras by unknown...what for? And i am suffering after i get drunk.... begin to feel vomiting something... that was not good at all....

I am so tired... and wishing that i can go back home earlier, wishing that someone who can appear in front of me and said... "i bring you home"....i really wish in that moment... while sitting in the red hard sofa resting, trying the best not to think of tiredness, feeling badly after consuming alcohol, and the leg pain as well....

We decided to go back home at 3 and reach nilai around 4++... and decided to take a bath...washing all the bacteria that might be on the skins and hair...

Anyway, I have tried clubbing before,and it is really not my meal...however really appriciate the marketing friends (especially the guys) who are so gentlemen...protecting the girls whole night. Good job, at least no one was being drag into a stranger car..hahaha.....

I would prefer something which is more peaceful and calm.... something like...erm, listerning to the classic music, brass band, or even have some entertainment with friend during the day time... and sleep at the night...11pm sharp!! cos i love sleeping...

However, it is my most memorable experience in my life... the 1st and the last^^

非喜勿扰

2009-06-01T02:46:00.000-07:00

六月了，
距离大考还有两个月，可assignment 确一萝萝等着我去做。。

不知道是不是上天的考验，
考试的来临，身边朋友的大大小小的琐事，
都一连二，二连三的发生，
有的是严重感情事，
有的是课业上的琐事，
有的是家庭事，。。。

感情好的朋友，就聊几句，
毕竟是朋友嘛，总不能够无情拒绝、
感情一般的朋友，我只能回避，
我真的不喜欢管人家的烦恼事，也不爱听。。
因为，他人的烦恼，分分钟会感染到我。。
弄得我也变得神情恍惚，心情不好。。

除非是喜事，那就不同。。我很乐意的聆听
请原谅我的自私。。

ps：以上错则的朋友，以上有很有效让你们开心方法和你们分享
1。唱歌，（唱大大声追好是在冲凉时，破音也无所谓了。。）
2。运动，
3。打电动
4。打电话回家（和家人通电话永远是最最温馨和开心的）
5。走走街，散散心（recommanded for couple.unless you love to shop alone hehe)
6。看喜剧/综艺节目（保你开心^^)
7。要不，和一大帮爱搞笑的朋友出去happy!!

hahahahaha....

治不好的头痛...

2009-05-30T19:58:00.000-07:00

咚!咚!咚!咚!咚!咚!.....
最近又犯头痛了...
仿佛里边有一群群的军人在操..

啊!!!!!!老娘受不了了......
这真不是一般的头痛...
每当头痛,耳朵就跟着很不舒服...

@#$%^, 他们是情侣吗?
快疯了。。。

How much....

2009-05-29T21:19:00.000-07:00

Am i look like chicken? TMD...
Was walking back to home at 2am after singing in mybox with my sister..
A black imported car was stop half way on the road,

guess what? a nigerian scroll down the window and ask "How Much?" !#$^#^&*()_
I wanted to shout back "Fuck YOU!" but i choose to ignore and continue walking back...cause i scare if i shout so.. he will really jump out of the car and drag me into the car...so scary

He remind me the nigerian that i have met before, who keep on asking me the phone and telling me that i am the girl that he wanted to marry...!#$%^&

tolong lar... i am not chicken... and i don't look like chicken!!!

anyway, girls...do not walk along, even that you have a girl accompany with you... it still may not safty even your accomodation is very near to your destination.. cos me and my sister feel super unsecure at that moment.... no more midnight activities...

谢谢你

2009-05-28T23:47:00.000-07:00

昨天，班上的一位朋友地来了一粒种子。。

她说，是卖斋饭的老板送的，所以他分了我一个。。

回到家，我把种子且了一半，分给我妹妹，

算是过了可简单的端午节。。

然而，当我咬下的那一口，

我感受到了诚心。。

一个诚心诚意，真心付出的心意。。

一个能和你分享她所有的东西的朋友。。

除了感动还是感动。。

谢谢你。。给了我个那么有意义的种子

单身汉

2009-05-28T01:22:00.000-07:00

我多久没单身了?
原本哭得死去话来, 认为没了爱情,就是没了全世界..
看来,我低估了自己的能力...
原来,我还是很快乐的享受着单身汉...
没有了约束,没有了条规,没有了莫名的忧愁..
再也不用伤心流泪,
再也不用烦恼痛苦,
耶!!!!!!!

ps:开始我的新生活,往UK的目标朝去吧!!!

不属于我的世界

2009-05-27T06:21:00.000-07:00

有一些东西..不管我多么努力..它就是不属于我

有一些事物..不管我多么喜欢..却只能远远看着

有一些人...不管我尝试了多少..除了寂寞还是寂寞..

前天,和一般好朋友的geng 庆生....

他们虽然平时没时间在外头聚一聚,

却有谈不完的话, 还说要有个毕业旅行..让我好羡慕..

我为什么就不能够和班上的朋友谈得像他们一样..这么融洽？

是我的问题吗？

班上的朋友都很友善..可却有一道好高好高的墙..

有好几次，我努力的往上爬．．希望能够越过那道墙．．

可结果，弄得满身是伤痕．．

或许，这不是我的世界．．不属于我的世界．．

舞台剧人生

2009-05-26T17:02:00.000-07:00

人家常说人生像一场戏..

我说人生就像舞台...

种种的演出,让舞台沾满了热闹..

可,每一刻的快乐时间是那么的短暂..

更恐怖的是, 落幕后,人们都把舞台遗忘在后头,

显得舞台冷冷清清..

好的寂寞..好无奈..

GO AWAY FROM ME!!!!! AGGGGGGHHH...

2009-05-21T02:06:00.000-07:00

Really don't understand what are inside the brain of foreign country student...
I'll name him as Mr.C...this is the worst case senario...the story is like this..
Me and my sister (Wei) was walking back to our apartment and suddenly heard someone was calling us...and we found that it a foreign guy was trying to stop us while we are aheading to the left...

we decided to use the stairs instate of using the left so that the guy will give up to knowing use..
Guess what?! he was chasing use behind and asking us to stop walking... and trying to ask phone number and email...
We were force to give everything to him which is the phone number and also email to him..
usually we can just ignore the people which we are not interest in...

AGGG!!!!the story did not end like this...i accidentaly met him today...while i am walking back to my apartment....guess waht? swt... he was asking my phone number again!!!!and he keep forcing me to asking my number when my answer is a no....
and it is really rediculaous that he asking me to pray to my god asking my god whether he is a right guy or not...=.="" Come on. i choose my man, not the god... god is just guide you to be a good person. religion is a very very sensitive thing... how can he talk lik this before knowing that what is buddish practise and the core value of it?

i vomit when i get to home... cos i really cannot stand the smell of the perfume..and also the saliva that stick to my lips.....yeak!!!!!!!!!!!! stupid stupid stupid!!!

really cannot understand why he cannot understand that reject is reject... no means no... get away from me!!!!
Get away from me!!!!

爱情，我累了。。

2009-05-19T07:09:00.000-07:00

我恋爱了五次，
虽然并不是轰轰烈烈的爱情。。
但我爱过。。可每一次都是失败的。。sad case.=.=""
才发现，
我并不能够忍受距离恋爱，
更不能忍受不被祝福的爱情。。
如果恋爱天神真的存在的话，
我好想大声的说“老娘不玩了！！”
爱情一点都不好玩，
好累。。

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2009-05-05T16:09:00.000-07:00

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2009-04-20T22:23:00.000-07:00

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2009-04-20T07:30:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 730am today^^
Prepare and wait for vernon to bring me to mid velly to change note (Rup) as am going to Bali for vacation soon...muahhaha and now i am a millionaire in INDON...hahha
We reach at about 11 and manage to catch a movie at 1130..shopaholic...
It is talking about a girl who love to shopping and won't think any consiquences... buy 1st and suffer later...
Credit card is really a devil when the statement come and ask money for you to clear the debt although that it is a best friend with you the moment you swap it and take the goods off... just lik that....haha
And vernon are so agree with it,hehehe he even ask me to keep all his credit card so that he won't spend unneccecery stuff as he will have no oppurtunity to buy anything as he wish anymore...hahaha..good news for me.. bad news for him...time to learn how to finance himself anyway...haha
We reach home around 6pm and have a quick dinner, then vernon borrow my room to sleep as he needed to work at 10pm. I switch on the tv and my laptop and continue hongkong drama in master room and waiting for my sister back from cameran....

The sky begin to dark and the weather turn cold... my sister back at last... with lots of flowers..cactus, vagie, and some key chain...that's her pattern...and i knew it she will spend all the money that borrowed from me...swt...another high spending girl..

I received call from one of my old friend AJ, nice and warming greating make my day... haha..he is the only nigeria friend who continue to be freind after he get to know that i have boyfriend... and he is very understanding..and fit tightly in malaysia culture... one word..GOOD GUY..haha

I manage to talk to my mother at least and great her happy birthday... all the while she have been work hard for her daugthers...
I really wish i can go back at the moment i talk to my mother..
and tell her that i don't want to study master in UK anymore as real life ..
experience is more important... and vernon and one of my very old friend in US told me that if i perform good in the company they will just sponser me for further study...doesn't it great?
....hrm... still pending... pending.... and blur ...hahaha

What my sister say is true...
There is only another year to complete the master...
And now is economic recession.. it is the best time to study as now high unemployment rate..
And people will get lazy once they have touch and feel the greatness of the money....and wil not think to study master anymore....

However, what vernon say is true...
My intension is just to go there enjoy the life in UK, why should i struggling on the paper and go through the hard time while enjoying the life there instead of just take few months vacation enjoying there?
And all of the stuff that i study in UK is all UK Base but now malaysia....and i have study Master in malaysia if i really wanted to have a certificate of Master... cos it helps me in the malaysia market and the real life...
And Alot of management people do good in the company although that they didn't study about it... few of a very good cases... My grandaunty, grandaunty friends and also vernon thane....

But i always follow what my daddy said... don't think to much... everything will be fine.. just concerntrate on current stuff will do... Good Stategy... which i lik the most...hahaha

Night Everyone

An tiring day

2009-04-18T01:48:00.000-07:00

I woke up by my sister alarm yesterday morning ast 6am, omg... you couldn't have imagine that how bad mood i am as i didn't have a good sleep since my sister having exam...cos sometime i am a light sleeper..
I was stragling on the bed as she really a noise maker..haha...and i jump up from my bed and rush to the window when i heard a loud "banG" sound...ouch!! that's must be very serious .. that was around 8 something... an imported car has crash on a big lorry... wow.. luckly it is an import car.. the whole bumper just drop off... i cannot imagine if it is a kancil or any malaysia car..haha

As usual, turn on my laptop before wash up myself so that i can watch some hongkong series..
Phone rang at around 9am... it was my sister's friend ...pei pei.. a sweet girl that i have ever seen..haha... anyway, she called up just to ask me to get ready to police station and pendaftaran...the place where people make ic...we chit chat abit and hang up the phone around 930am i think... hahaha...both of us are quit talketive..

We (my sister and pei pei) went to the police and report my lost ic, then went to the pendaftaran to redo my ic...The counter representative is a very nice guy.. but their boss are like shit.. he sound so mean and anti chinese to us. he don't even believe that i am sino kadazan and wanted to check my daddy... and keep asking why kadazan have chinese name... and he purposely ask us to step behind and read how much they will be charge for lost ic instate of just telling us straight.. and ask us to take number but there is no customer and we were there just infront of the counter... this old guy... stupid government.!@#$%.. and i has been charge for 110!!!(for your infomation all my friend was charge around 50 only) wow...

Anyway i just keep quit don't want to have so much troble... just pay the 110 and cao.. lazy to fight with stupid dum dum old malay anti chinese guy...

Went to have lunch after that in secret recepi ... but i only ate a butter rice and a bowl of mushroom soup...( nothing to eat there) i spend my sister and her friend as she has do be a very big favor (drivc me to do my ic) ..it cost round 63..wow

I went to pasar malam after that, it was great...but still i have over spent..55 for that night haha
Then i spent another 11 to sing karaoke that night until 130am and i am so so tired..battery is super low...

I went back and chit chat with my sister for awhile ...and that is not AWHILE.... as we found out it was 330am ...time to sleep... zzzz

I went to "pendaftaran" to make mi was so shock that i found that i am actually 22 years old...
time just fly so fast...and it doesn't stop and wait for people..
I just feel that i am so scare to be old

Kena Virus

2009-04-15T01:32:00.000-07:00

La la la la... wasted another day again..

although that today woke up very early, still do nothing which is beneficial..

7am wake up and find my ic and give up after an hour

then, watch drama until 12pm

cooked sandwich and continue drama...until 6pm

then cooked dinner and continue watch drama again until now...

haiz...as what my aunty said.... kena virus..

virus tv

virus drama

hahahaha

who can provide anti-virus for me?

WHERE IS MY IC!!

2009-04-14T19:39:00.000-07:00

wanna insane d...
Searching every single coner, still cannot find my ic since yesterday..
I know i am foegetful... but how come i can lost a very important thing?
shit lol....

My dear IC, please come out...
ah!!!!!!!!
i don't even remember when is the last time i saw the ic...
was it in my wallet?
did i take it out during celebrating birthday with my friends in kfc?
or i have drop it when i went to watch movie with my sister in midvalley last friday??

icicicicicicicicicicic...
come out ler....

美好回忆...朋友万岁

2009-02-11T21:03:00.000-08:00

最近又迷上了韩剧...F4, 帅呆了!!!! 哈哈哈哈, ............今天的我彻底的疯了..哈哈...但他们令我想起了往事....

中学时,我们四个也是死党....

晓玲,嘉玲,慈溯.还有我....

总有不停的话题,不停的笑声....

多么的怀念过去..

过去种种的经历让我们友谊更坚固..

岁月不留人...

如今,大家各分东西.

但,我相信...心中彼此都会笑着回想起这些美好回忆..朋友万岁

A Thought of it...

2009-02-11T06:47:00.000-08:00

Just read one of my old friends blog, and realize that I really don’t know him much. Hahaha… sounds funny… didn’t really understand own old old friend. Is that because of time?

Felt sad what just get to know that he is in moody for days…. I know those feeling very well. Trying act like nothing but it is bleeding inside. I really happy that there are caring friends around him. Really envy him while happy for him at the same time… it has been a long time, no ones know me and don’t even bother about me… hahaha…

But I really wanted to thanks my sisters so much. She is my best sister and best friend all the time although that we often quarrel. She is the first one who always gets to know my situation when I just fuck off with no reason to her. And she is the only one who can really cool me down.

I still can remember that bad feelings that I have while I wrote the previous blog. I was sad and emotional at that time. Tears cannot be stop by controlling them. Don’t know who to talk with and really feel lost and blur in this friendship towards the friends that I have; afraid that I am insane as I think too much of it. She is the one who just sit beside me and consult and companying until I am ok. How sweet.

Anyway, thought this friend's blog... I am happy that he has pass his hard time with those good firends and wish that he and all of my friends have a good future in 2009. And i conclude that these types of issues are as part of the growing up stage of life. I will work hard for it....

My Old Labuan Friends

2008-12-21T19:09:00.000-08:00

To all my friends,
There is lots of question marks when we meet and talk together,
I love you like i love my family,
I appreciate every single moment that we have went through together..
We use to be like the chopsticks,
Stay together and fight for the rights..
We are just like the fingers..
so close...
so worm..
We share the laugh, the tears, the secret and sometime even a anger..
What a wonderful feelings and memories..
Just like the rainbow colors in the sky..
beautiful and charming moment although it do not last long..

My friends,
We have spend years to know each other..
We have spend years to build such strong relationship..
We have spend years to share our life together..
We have spend years to learn how to trust each other..

But why?why?why?
It's hurt when i see some of you all cannot get into the topic and sitting alone...
It's hurt when i see that you wanted to share something but you think of too much..
It's hurt when i know you are trying your best but you fall and give up that easily
It's even hurt when i feel the same as well but i couldn't make the situation in to right place..

My friends, i really hope that i can fix things right.. but how? tell me..
I so appreciate the friendship..
I so value each of the memories..
I Love you all so much just like my own family members...
But...what can i do?

A new baby born... Darren

2008-11-30T22:29:00.000-08:00

My new cousin brother Nov 17th 2009
The son of the "Dragon Ong" ^^
He was quite when everyone was there..seem like he know that we were there to visit him...
His eyes like mother big and round, but his face is exactly like my uncle, the dragon.

This is the latest picture that took when i went to Sipitang,Sabah ( my mother home town which is really famous with Martabak!!)

My lovely grandma was caring her grandson!! ^^ what a nice and warm picture..

hahaha

The cute cousin that i accidentally found!! she is the youngest among her family... pretty and cute ..just like her sister...
which i didn't manage to take her elder sister photo^^

Was taking this picture while found that she has a black lips under the ultra light...but seems that my phote camera is not good!!

was is the sign of changing a new phone..? hehehe... who knows..

INTI Apartment 的《老朋友》

2008-10-29T09:08:00.000-07:00

Inti apartment ，传闻有很多很多的灵异事件发生，原本我还半信半疑，可发生在我周遭的灵异事件实在是太多了。。

两年前，我还住在四楼二十三号的单位。那时只有我和我妹妹两人住在一个单位。。而表堂妹偶尔在我们宿舍过夜。。还记得那一天，表妹和我都已睡了。。妹妹却听到一群群的小孩在玩耍，而且感觉很真实，后来她全身麻痹。。更恐怖的事。。她感觉舌头慢慢的被“好朋友”拉了出来。。。

最近，一个朋友(K）的亲戚倒塌的家拜访，听说他有阴阳眼。。他说，好多 “好朋友”在INTI 徘徊，而且不是一般的数量。。后来，K 当天晚上就被“好朋友”压了五次那么多。。他听到很多的不明声音，还中窗外望见秋千在摇晃，感觉有人在荡秋千。。

还有，我又个死党，更是因为家里闹鬼的事还搬来我家（apartment)住了个月。。。

你说，世界上没有鬼吗？

~~..无法捉摸的我..璇~~

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Try hard to smile more

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A dIZZY DAY~~

太久了,竟然写不出文章?!

死也不能放开你

爱情 和 面包 你会选者那里一个?

To be continue

What a nice day....

忙忙忙~~~~忙忙忙~~~~

感言。。。

The Kitschen....

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Finally

无言...

Kill me please...

Busy Busy Busy...

我的梦想

天使出差了??

倒数3个礼拜...

5.00pm...

自我鼓励之篇...

没礼貌！！！！

Always be my baby

Time to be serious....

爱,才懂得放开..

受不了了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....

祝福你,MICKEYMOUSE

Clubbing doesn't suit me...

非喜勿扰

治不好的头痛...

How much....

谢谢你

单身汉

不属于我的世界

舞台剧人生

GO AWAY FROM ME!!!!! AGGGGGGHHH...

爱情，我累了。。

THE FIVE GUIDELINES OF PURELAND PRACTICE

Small Business....am selling mask now... pls support^^

Another day...20 April 2009

An tiring day

Kena Virus

WHERE IS MY IC!!

美好回忆...朋友万岁

A Thought of it...

My Old Labuan Friends

A new baby born... Darren

INTI Apartment 的《老朋友》

..无法捉摸的我..璇

爱情和面包你会选者那里一个?

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