不属于我的世界

有一些东西..不管我多么努力..它就是不属于我

有一些事物..不管我多么喜欢..却只能远远看着

有一些人...不管我尝试了多少..除了寂寞还是寂寞..

前天,和一般好朋友的geng 庆生....

他们虽然平时没时间在外头聚一聚,

却有谈不完的话, 还说要有个毕业旅行..让我好羡慕..

我为什么就不能够和班上的朋友谈得像他们一样..这么融洽？

是我的问题吗？

班上的朋友都很友善..可却有一道好高好高的墙..

有好几次，我努力的往上爬．．希望能够越过那道墙．．

可结果，弄得满身是伤痕．．

或许，这不是我的世界．．不属于我的世界．．

舞台剧人生

人家常说人生像一场戏..

我说人生就像舞台...

种种的演出,让舞台沾满了热闹..

可,每一刻的快乐时间是那么的短暂..

更恐怖的是, 落幕后,人们都把舞台遗忘在后头,

显得舞台冷冷清清..

好的寂寞..好无奈..

GO AWAY FROM ME!!!!! AGGGGGGHHH...

Really don't understand what are inside the brain of foreign country student...
I'll name him as Mr.C...this is the worst case senario...the story is like this..
Me and my sister (Wei) was walking back to our apartment and suddenly heard someone was calling us...and we found that it a foreign guy was trying to stop us while we are aheading to the left...

we decided to use the stairs instate of using the left so that the guy will give up to knowing use..
Guess what?! he was chasing use behind and asking us to stop walking... and trying to ask phone number and email...
We were force to give everything to him which is the phone number and also email to him..
usually we can just ignore the people which we are not interest in...


AGGG!!!!the story did not end like this...i accidentaly met him today...while i am walking back to my apartment....guess waht? swt... he was asking my phone number again!!!!and he keep forcing me to asking my number when my answer is a no....
and it is really rediculaous that he asking me to pray to my god asking my god whether he is a right guy or not...=.="" Come on. i choose my man, not the god... god is just guide you to be a good person. religion is a very very sensitive thing... how can he talk lik this before knowing that what is buddish practise and the core value of it?

i vomit when i get to home... cos i really cannot stand the smell of the perfume..and also the saliva that stick to my lips.....yeak!!!!!!!!!!!! stupid stupid stupid!!!

really cannot understand why he cannot understand that reject is reject... no means no... get away from me!!!!
Get away from me!!!!

爱情，我累了。。

我恋爱了五次，
虽然并不是轰轰烈烈的爱情。。
但我爱过。。可每一次都是失败的。。sad case.=.=""
才发现，
我并不能够忍受距离恋爱，
更不能忍受不被祝福的爱情。。
如果恋爱天神真的存在的话，
我好想大声的说“老娘不玩了！！”
爱情一点都不好玩，
好累。。

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Another day...20 April 2009

Woke up at 730am today^^
Prepare and wait for vernon to bring me to mid velly to change note (Rup) as am going to Bali for vacation soon...muahhaha and now i am a millionaire in INDON...hahha
We reach at about 11 and manage to catch a movie at 1130..shopaholic...
It is talking about a girl who love to shopping and won't think any consiquences... buy 1st and suffer later...
Credit card is really a devil when the statement come and ask money for you to clear the debt although that it is a best friend with you the moment you swap it and take the goods off... just lik that....haha
And vernon are so agree with it,hehehe he even ask me to keep all his credit card so that he won't spend unneccecery stuff as he will have no oppurtunity to buy anything as he wish anymore...hahaha..good news for me.. bad news for him...time to learn how to finance himself anyway...haha
We reach home around 6pm and have a quick dinner, then vernon borrow my room to sleep as he needed to work at 10pm. I switch on the tv and my laptop and continue hongkong drama in master room and waiting for my sister back from cameran....

The sky begin to dark and the weather turn cold... my sister back at last... with lots of flowers..cactus, vagie, and some key chain...that's her pattern...and i knew it she will spend all the money that borrowed from me...swt...another high spending girl..

I received call from one of my old friend AJ, nice and warming greating make my day... haha..he is the only nigeria friend who continue to be freind after he get to know that i have boyfriend... and he is very understanding..and fit tightly in malaysia culture... one word..GOOD GUY..haha

I manage to talk to my mother at least and great her happy birthday... all the while she have been work hard for her daugthers...
I really wish i can go back at the moment i talk to my mother..
and tell her that i don't want to study master in UK anymore as real life ..
experience is more important... and vernon and one of my very old friend in US told me that if i perform good in the company they will just sponser me for further study...doesn't it great?
....hrm... still pending... pending.... and blur ...hahaha

What my sister say is true...
There is only another year to complete the master...
And now is economic recession.. it is the best time to study as now high unemployment rate..
And people will get lazy once they have touch and feel the greatness of the money....and wil not think to study master anymore....

However, what vernon say is true...
My intension is just to go there enjoy the life in UK, why should i struggling on the paper and go through the hard time while enjoying the life there instead of just take few months vacation enjoying there?
And all of the stuff that i study in UK is all UK Base but now malaysia....and i have study Master in malaysia if i really wanted to have a certificate of Master... cos it helps me in the malaysia market and the real life...
And Alot of management people do good in the company although that they didn't study about it... few of a very good cases... My grandaunty, grandaunty friends and also vernon thane....

But i always follow what my daddy said... don't think to much... everything will be fine.. just concerntrate on current stuff will do... Good Stategy... which i lik the most...hahaha



Night Everyone