A Thought of it...

Just read one of my old friends blog, and realize that I really don’t know him much. Hahaha… sounds funny… didn’t really understand own old old friend. Is that because of time?

Felt sad what just get to know that he is in moody for days…. I know those feeling very well. Trying act like nothing but it is bleeding inside. I really happy that there are caring friends around him. Really envy him while happy for him at the same time… it has been a long time, no ones know me and don’t even bother about me… hahaha…

But I really wanted to thanks my sisters so much. She is my best sister and best friend all the time although that we often quarrel. She is the first one who always gets to know my situation when I just fuck off with no reason to her. And she is the only one who can really cool me down.

I still can remember that bad feelings that I have while I wrote the previous blog. I was sad and emotional at that time. Tears cannot be stop by controlling them. Don’t know who to talk with and really feel lost and blur in this friendship towards the friends that I have; afraid that I am insane as I think too much of it. She is the one who just sit beside me and consult and companying until I am ok. How sweet.

Anyway, thought this friend's blog... I am happy that he has pass his hard time with those good firends and wish that he and all of my friends have a good future in 2009. And i conclude that these types of issues are as part of the growing up stage of life. I will work hard for it....