2009年5月30日星期六

治不好的头痛...

咚!咚!咚!咚!咚!咚!.....
最近又犯头痛了...
仿佛里边有一群群的军人在操..

啊!!!!!!老娘受不了了......
这真不是一般的头痛...
每当头痛,耳朵就跟着很不舒服...

@#$%^, 他们是情侣吗?
快疯了。。。

2009年5月29日星期五

How much....

Am i look like chicken? TMD...
Was walking back to home at 2am after singing in mybox with my sister..
A black imported car was stop half way on the road,

guess what? a nigerian scroll down the window and ask "How Much?" !#$^#^&*()_
I wanted to shout back "Fuck YOU!" but i choose to ignore and continue walking back...cause i scare if i shout so.. he will really jump out of the car and drag me into the car...so scary

He remind me the nigerian that i have met before, who keep on asking me the phone and telling me that i am the girl that he wanted to marry...!#$%^&

tolong lar... i am not chicken... and i don't look like chicken!!!

anyway, girls...do not walk along, even that you have a girl accompany with you... it still may not safty even your accomodation is very near to your destination.. cos me and my sister feel super unsecure at that moment.... no more midnight activities...

2009年5月28日星期四

谢谢你


昨天,班上的一位朋友地来了一粒种子。。

她说,是卖斋饭的老板送的,所以他分了我一个。。

回到家,我把种子且了一半,分给我妹妹,

算是过了可简单的端午节。。

然而,当我咬下的那一口,

我感受到了诚心。。

一个诚心诚意,真心付出的心意。。

一个能和你分享她所有的东西的朋友。。

除了感动还是感动。。

谢谢你。。给了我个那么有意义的种子

单身汉

我多久没单身了?
原本哭得死去话来, 认为没了爱情,就是没了全世界..
看来,我低估了自己的能力...
原来,我还是很快乐的享受着单身汉...
没有了约束,没有了条规,没有了莫名的忧愁..
再也不用伤心流泪,
再也不用烦恼痛苦,
耶!!!!!!!

ps:开始我的新生活,往UK的目标朝去吧!!!

2009年5月27日星期三

不属于我的世界


有一些东西..不管我多么努力..它就是不属于我

有一些事物..不管我多么喜欢..却只能远远看着

有一些人...不管我尝试了多少..除了寂寞还是寂寞..


前天,和一般好朋友的geng 庆生....

他们虽然平时没时间在外头聚一聚,

却有谈不完的话, 还说要有个毕业旅行..让我好羡慕..

我为什么就不能够和班上的朋友谈得像他们一样..这么融洽?

是我的问题吗?


班上的朋友都很友善..可却有一道好高好高的墙..

有好几次,我努力的往上爬..希望能够越过那道墙..

可结果,弄得满身是伤痕..

或许,这不是我的世界..不属于我的世界..



2009年5月26日星期二

舞台剧人生


人家常说人生像一场戏..

我说人生就像舞台...

种种的演出,让舞台沾满了热闹..

可,每一刻的快乐时间是那么的短暂..

更恐怖的是, 落幕后,人们都把舞台遗忘在后头,

显得舞台冷冷清清..

好的寂寞..好无奈..


2009年5月21日星期四

GO AWAY FROM ME!!!!! AGGGGGGHHH...

Really don't understand what are inside the brain of foreign country student...
I'll name him as Mr.C...this is the worst case senario...the story is like this..
Me and my sister (Wei) was walking back to our apartment and suddenly heard someone was calling us...and we found that it a foreign guy was trying to stop us while we are aheading to the left...

we decided to use the stairs instate of using the left so that the guy will give up to knowing use..
Guess what?! he was chasing use behind and asking us to stop walking... and trying to ask phone number and email...
We were force to give everything to him which is the phone number and also email to him..
usually we can just ignore the people which we are not interest in...


AGGG!!!!the story did not end like this...i accidentaly met him today...while i am walking back to my apartment....guess waht? swt... he was asking my phone number again!!!!and he keep forcing me to asking my number when my answer is a no....
and it is really rediculaous that he asking me to pray to my god asking my god whether he is a right guy or not...=.="" Come on. i choose my man, not the god... god is just guide you to be a good person. religion is a very very sensitive thing... how can he talk lik this before knowing that what is buddish practise and the core value of it?

i vomit when i get to home... cos i really cannot stand the smell of the perfume..and also the saliva that stick to my lips.....yeak!!!!!!!!!!!! stupid stupid stupid!!!

really cannot understand why he cannot understand that reject is reject... no means no... get away from me!!!!
Get away from me!!!!

2009年5月19日星期二

爱情,我累了。。

我恋爱了五次,
虽然并不是轰轰烈烈的爱情。。
但我爱过。。可每一次都是失败的。。sad case.=.=""
才发现,
我并不能够忍受距离恋爱,
更不能忍受不被祝福的爱情。。
如果恋爱天神真的存在的话,
我好想大声的说“老娘不玩了!!”
爱情一点都不好玩,
好累。。

2009年5月5日星期二

THE FIVE GUIDELINES OF PURELAND PRACTICE

Being fillial to our parents; Being respectfulk to our teachers and elders; Neing compasionate and not killing any living beings' following the ten good conducts.

Taking the three refuges;Abiding by precepts, laws and customs; Behaving in a proper and digrified manner.

Generating the Bodhi mind; Deeply beliving in the low of cause and effect; Recitin and upholding the Mahayana Sutras; Encouraging others on the path to enlightenment.