Time to be serious....

Well, final is approaching soon..

You really cannot imagine how stressful i am..

Now only i know how the final student think...

And understand that why they get blank although that they have study hard while entering into the exam hall...

There are ways to reduce stress...

"definatly not watching youtube" said one of my friend...

But i wonder why i still feel stress....

was it the approaching finals?

or the assignment that haven't been done?

or assignments trouble that i am facing now?

yes, we know that the biggest point is the preparations...

Feelings of regret started to rise ...

It feels so sad and helpless...

(although that you know that you are the only one that can help yourself)

which i think everyone experience it...

But it is just so lazy, and regret at the end of the day...

the day when the result are release...

or the moment that you have step out the exam hall..

Well, there is some of the people said that decipline is the most important factor to score and to become smart...

and i agree that...

but i couldn't understand that how they can control themself that easily to study and putting effort towards assignment...

was it falling in love with books?...

hrm... purhaps..

Anyway,

This might be my last dairy that post in my blog...

It won't be open it again as i have make my decision that starting from today..

NO FACEBOOK!

NO YOUTUBE!

NO BLOGGING!

NO ENTERTAINMENT!

To all of my finals student friends...

good luck for all ya assignments and exam..

meet you all soon in the blog after 2 months...erm should be 1 and the half months...

Take care...

爱,才懂得放开..

分开,也有一段时间了...

可是,记忆还是那么的清晰,

仿佛,我们还在吵闹中度过..

还记得分开的那一天,

你约了我去看戏,

带着一点点地希望,

问我,"我能牵你的手吗?"...

我很想点头,

我却一口拒绝..

有些事情,身不由己...

回到家,

我崩溃了,哭得好惨..

因为我知道,

再也不能依赖你...

后来,你也很贴心,

常常打电话,

常常发简讯给我..

甚至每日一封信...

只为了让我开心...

...而我, 也渐渐复原...

看见你的改变真的染我很感动...

后来,

我发现,我并没有忘记你,

和你密切的联略却让对方更加思念对方..

我很辛苦,

而且,开始对这种莫名的心痛和累厌烦

好想就僵, 永远放开..不再联络..

可又没那个胆子..

你说过,你能够不再和我联络..

只要我说一声而已...

可我说不出口,

至少,我还是喜欢你的..

只能减少联络..

原谅我的自私..

因为我知道..

一旦说出口,你就会永远消失..

我也会惊慌失措..

我会努力把这份感情放下,

因为,我们是不可能的..

但会永远把这记忆放在心里..

希望你也一样...

以后的事,以后再说...

受不了了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....

最近过得非常的辛苦..
不知怎么,头发一至掉...
不逞头痛的我,天天头痛..

有时候,还会莫名的哭了起来...
这两天, 心脏总是软软的,酸酸的,
好像从很高很高跳下来的感觉...很不舒服

压力,压力,压力,还是压力.....

并不是人家想像那样什么都懂...

我真的真的过得好辛苦..
好辛苦...
好辛苦...
......

再加上妹妹常在我的面前说...

哇!我的朋友们都拿A耶...
=.=""" 我都快压力死了...
还有一个月...
可ASSIGNMENTS 还有很多...

父母都没说什么..
可我知道我常常让他们失望..
也知道他们又多羡慕人家的儿女..

..........快受不了了!!!!!!!

祝福你,MICKEYMOUSE

还记得,第一次碰面的地方吗?...

第一的印象,很讨厌,恨不得走得远远的...

....却不知道何时,

我们有了共同的话题..

有了共同的心情..

渐渐的,我到你家睡..

述说着往事,还有感情事...可你常常睡着在先..

让我又气又好笑...

友情是这样开始的吗?哈哈

虽然,以说了N 遍...可是很好的回忆阿...

后来,你转到MARKETING去了,

两人的见面也越来越少..

虽然如此,我们也靠着..

一碗汤?

一碟炒面?

还是一盘的POPIAH..?

。。。来维持关系。。

好想念你的水饺啊。。。哈哈

后来，我搬家了。。

上六楼。。

谢谢你，也不成放弃了我这朋友。。

还是老样子。。

偶尔，分享食物。。哈哈

我们真的很像aunty aunty...

旅行，又把彼此拉近了友谊。。

让我更了解你的坏脾气。。

还有你的可爱任性。。。

不久,就毕业了....

你我也就各分东西..

只能说，一定要保持联络。。

不管如何。。

我都不想失去一个这么好的朋友。。

谢谢你，

在我最困难的时候，

伸出你的手。。

谢谢你，

在我伤心难过的时候，

提供了很多的卫生纸。。

哈哈哈。。

谢谢你，

总是顾虑我的感受。。

从没说过我那里不好。。

（如有，你好在我的面前讲哦。。哈哈）

却只有我说你的份。。

好内疚啊。。

谢谢你，

包容我的一切。。

知道你在寻找着你的MR。RIGHT。。

你要加油！

相信你，也有这个能耐。。

祝福你。。

Clubbing doesn't suit me...

Just finished bathing, clearing all the sweats and virus on the body...

Yap, i went to clubbing today, it was....hm what should i put it in a word.. excited?fun?boring?pain?or suffering?

Anyway, It is actually excited at the very beginning when i step into the club,

I decided to drink bit by bit towards the alcohol that they given to me...

and guess what, i dance with all my marketing friends..in the dancing floor....

It was fun in the beginning, but after a time i feel sophisticated when the people are getting crowded in the dancing pool...and started to feel that my legs are pain...and i am not high at all..

So i decided to take alcohol....without and mixture... so that i can get drunk a bit in order to dance happyly... yes i admit...it was so happy...

However, bored mood began to reply my excitement... I began to feel that what is the used of dancing there? It is just waste of energy, and always being harras by unknown...what for? And i am suffering after i get drunk.... begin to feel vomiting something... that was not good at all....

I am so tired... and wishing that i can go back home earlier, wishing that someone who can appear in front of me and said... "i bring you home"....i really wish in that moment... while sitting in the red hard sofa resting, trying the best not to think of tiredness, feeling badly after consuming alcohol, and the leg pain as well....

We decided to go back home at 3 and reach nilai around 4++... and decided to take a bath...washing all the bacteria that might be on the skins and hair...

Anyway, I have tried clubbing before,and it is really not my meal...however really appriciate the marketing friends (especially the guys) who are so gentlemen...protecting the girls whole night. Good job, at least no one was being drag into a stranger car..hahaha.....

I would prefer something which is more peaceful and calm.... something like...erm, listerning to the classic music, brass band, or even have some entertainment with friend during the day time... and sleep at the night...11pm sharp!! cos i love sleeping...

However, it is my most memorable experience in my life... the 1st and the last^^

非喜勿扰

六月了，
距离大考还有两个月，可assignment 确一萝萝等着我去做。。

不知道是不是上天的考验，
考试的来临，身边朋友的大大小小的琐事，
都一连二，二连三的发生，
有的是严重感情事，
有的是课业上的琐事，
有的是家庭事，。。。

感情好的朋友，就聊几句，
毕竟是朋友嘛，总不能够无情拒绝、
感情一般的朋友，我只能回避，
我真的不喜欢管人家的烦恼事，也不爱听。。
因为，他人的烦恼，分分钟会感染到我。。
弄得我也变得神情恍惚，心情不好。。

除非是喜事，那就不同。。我很乐意的聆听
请原谅我的自私。。

ps：以上错则的朋友，以上有很有效让你们开心方法和你们分享
1。唱歌，（唱大大声追好是在冲凉时，破音也无所谓了。。）
2。运动，
3。打电动
4。打电话回家（和家人通电话永远是最最温馨和开心的）
5。走走街，散散心 （recommanded for couple.unless you love to shop alone hehe)
6。看喜剧/综艺节目 （保你开心^^)
7。要不，和一大帮爱搞笑的朋友出去happy!!

hahahahaha....